How could you manage to smile?

I bought The Malaysian's Women Weekly today..thats one of my fav mag..not really because of the expensive stuffs they write on..but basically because of the nice recipes they provide..though there were not much recipes in it..hahahaha~ but one of my fav part is my story if im not mistaken ( too lazy to check..hahaha~)

this month title for my story is..'my bff stole my lover'.. hurm..hot topic,isnt it?

to cut the story short, it's actually about a girl and her very best friend (at first la..) they were so close..the girl doesnt really bother having her bf picks up her bff at her office..which I would definitely not going to allow that..n one day when the girl ask her lover about going into serious relationship, the lover doesnt seem agree with it..at that point of time, the girl was not aware of whats happening..n later the bff called her n confessed..n then she realized..the next day, the lover smsed the girl..dumping her..with an excuse he had fallen for someone else..duhhh..what a jerk!! like the girl doesnt know whos hes falling for..

after reading the story, I wonder how one could be happy after stealing other ppl's happiness specially someone who is so close to you? deeper thought, how one could even smile after hurting her loved ones..??

Ive had an experience when I accidentally dating someone who already has a gf..when i knew about it..my heart broken..i didnt know what to do..i was sooo pissed off at my ex..then we broke up..n we got back together..but it didnt go well cuz the incident really haunted me...cuz at that time i wasnt sure whether he really loved me or not..finally we really broke up..hahahhaa~ thats y i wonder how one could even possibly do that to their close ppl..cuz i didnt manage to do it to even a stranger..knowing that someone was hurt because of our actions, it's hard to live peacefully ya know..darnnn

*karma - things you did to other ppl might get to you back someday*

VANDALISM!

People who did vandalism are FOOLS!! - ones who act unwisely on a given ocassion..

Bad words to call them are stupid bastards!

I dont quite have an idea of their age ranges..but no matter how old they are.. they are totally stupid..they are so stupid, they cant even think of consequences they might caused to themselves if they were involved in accidents due to vandalism...haha! what a stupid stupid bastards! i hope one day they will have to face the effects of vandalism by themselves..the sooner the better..

last sunday, when i was on my way to my sister's house..i used a small road..it is what we called 'jalan kampung'..n the road has a lot of corners! at one of the corners, there was construction in progress..so due to that, lorries come and go along the road..n there were 3 big signs of 'SLOW'..i can say that if there were no signs..drivers might run into lorries n accident can happened..so i was relief knowing that there were signs..however, when i passed the road..i noticed that one of the signs was vandalized by some idiots!! the letters were erased..and they add letter 'A' at the end of it then it became '...WA'..I didnt manage to take the picture of it cuz i was driving..but i was really mad at it..cuz if that idiots can think properly..IF  a driver missed the other signs and was aware that there were signs and manage to look at meaningless sign, they might not be cautious of what's coming..n then BOOM! it's quite a simple thought, isnt it? 

Hey, idiots out there! ARE YOU THAT STUPID??

*some people dont realize they are stupid when they really are*

what to write..? -_-"

huahuahua chihuahua..been a while I didnt write so much..it's not because I was toooo bz..tooo lazy? dun think so..yeap..now i can recall y..

it was my internet connection! since i overused it..then the speed was reduced..kedekut btol bb service provider ni..xbg chance lgsg kn?hahaha~

so..rsnye dekat due mggu i didnt surf much..sbb the speed was too slow..n im not a very patient one..n i hate to wait..so better off i dont use it at all..rite?hehhee~

there hasnt been much going for the past few weeks..the workload was so-so..had dinner at kenny rogers with my siblings since they offered buy one free one which lasted for a day ONLY..hahahaha~

however last thursday was a blast!! i went for a photoshoot with my colleagues for our co coming event..i wasnt the model, of course! not because i wasnt pretty..but i have to be the videographer..heh~~ maybe next time i can be the model plak la kn kn kn? nk wat cane..this one was organized by my team..cm xmalu plak tbe2 committee mau photoshoot same..nnt org kate tamak..sume nk kebas..heheh~ the pics turn out great i think..n one of my teammate has done the teaser..it was cute..but cant upload it here looo..huhu~ sorry morry~~

lets take a look at one of the pics..btw..the theme was teamwork..hohoho~

hehhee..comel x? tp bole upload ni je k..

okla...xtau nk ngomel ape lg..till next time k~~ hohoho~

next thursday, my dept will organize kite competition! laterr~~

*TEAM : Together Everyone Achieves More ^_^*

update lg~~

hurm..lame nye xmenulis...huwarghhh!! br abes semggu cuti..keje dh bykkk!! nk organize event lg..event dh dekattt!! byk mende xcukup lgg!! wahhhhh!! cane2??xpe2..sile bertabah dan troskn usehe!!






*usaha tangga kejayaan*

my W.O.R.K..

hurm..i think ive fallen for my work..

just now, when i was ironing my bj kurung for tmrw..my head cant stop thinking bout how to improve the process that i was involved in..n it goes on and on..n i cant wait for tmrw to do the calculations (owh..i love math!)..i think i hv my own theory but i need something to support it..hurm..n i planned to cont doing it during my 1-week vacation (if i cudnt figure out the solution be4 the end of the week) which starts next week..but then to think bout it once again..ive already made a promise to myself to stop thinking bout work for the whole week n enjoy the week cuz thats actually my year end vacation (yes..i didnt take much leaves to save for the end of the year..hehe)..so hopefully i can solve it by this friday or at least to get a back up plan..or alternatives...cuz i think i shud focus on my grandpa who is not well for the whole next week..right??


Dear my beloved brain,

Lets work faster tomorrow until Friday.. XD

Love,
Nana


*Passion can give you satisfaction*

AlonE...

hurm...nothing much to say..


was i was the one at fault?


my only wish is to be happy with little worry..


is it too much?


i dunno...




*the more u were glued to something, the harder to breath*

Updates~~ XD

hurm..ari tu ade ckp psl entry worries ni..hurm..tu snanye risau psl aku finally voiced out my dissatisfaction towards my housemates..ni krn aku rs ade unfairness happened..been quite for months..tot that everybody will realise this n change..but then..same thing happened..so i dont think i can keep silent anymore...cuz i think it's too much..aku rs aku pnah cte psl sorg hosmate yg sebok nk msk master bedroom ni..mcm k berebut plak ngn aku..n aku rs aku dh cte gk die msk gk master bedroom tu..dok sorg2..(erkkk?mampu plak? heh)..then nk jd cte skang ni tggl 3 org je la dlm umah ni..then the other hosmate tu suggest byr sewe..kt bhg 3 tros..i was shocked n quite angry..so aku pn luahkn perasaan thru email..sbb aku bile mrh..aku xle nk ckp dpn2..tkt burst out..then dpt reply dr hosmate positive..cume reply negative dr hosmate yg dok master bedroom tu..die cm xpuas ati np aku xpuas ati..heh..dh nk dok blek besa..tp nk byr sket..ape kes kn?? aku nk dok dlu n nk byr lebih..die sebok nk dok..dh dok..xnk byr lebih plak..plek punye org daaa...so worries ari tu sbb mlm tu we actually ade meeting utk dscuss psl isu tu..hurm..tau x ape jd?dak tu xle nk join..excuse die bg abg die nk kawen mggu tu..so kne g umah kakak die nk wat prep..then die ckp die xtau nk blk umah bile sbb next week nyer kakak die plak kawen..then lg next week die plak tunang..aku agak terkejut..hati berkate 'perghh..kaye sey budak ni..sebln je ade 3 kenduri..aku seniri nk kawen pn mak aku suro selang setaun due drpd akak aku..kaye k..kaye..' hurm..for me..nk larik la tu..drpd komplen byk2 dlm email psl xpuas ati tu..bole plak setuju byr lebih..tkt kne question kot..tp lantak situ la..aku xkesah..yg pntg..aku xrs ditindas lg..hurm..alhamdulillah..lege lps dpt luahkn perasaan.. :)

dh lame xcte cni..sbb xonline sgt..byk gile nk cte dh tertggl..hurm..pastu nk cte psl chi plak..

br je baek gado ngn chi..kes nye..psl adek angkat pmpn die..ye..adek angkat yg gedik..dh tunang,xsedar2 die tunang org..hampeh..

hurm..ari tu dating ngn chi..tbe2 die dpt phone call dr someone..but i saw the name appeared on the phone..i know it's her..damn! then die jwb call tu..tbe2 aku dgr bende yg xberape sdp nk dgr..hurm...DIE ADDRESS DIRI DIE NGN MINAH TU PKAI WORD 'ABG'!!..arghh!! tensen aku! aku bengang gile..sbb word tu special kat aku..tbe2 die bole pkai word tu ngn pmpn laen??mmg panas la!..then gado sket..pastu ari tu aku dh cool down dh..mls nk emo2..tbe2 time mkn ngn die..die brought up isu tu sbb die xpuas ati aku bengang..then die bole plak backing pmpn tu..ckp pmpn tu xmatang la ape la..haishhhh!! mmg sj cr psl..aku ape lg..ngamuk r! kesahnye die kate pmpn tu call sbb excited jmpe die kat shopping complex yg sm..yg aku bengang lg..klo dh excited jmpe..asal xkejar je chi tu..n tego..klo dh sebok n excited sgt kn?? np nk kne call2?tau dh aku ade kat situ ngn chi..xle nk respect aku ke?mesti plek np aku nk bengang2 sgt kn..sbb tu adek angkat je kn?hurm..kesahnye die jd adek angkat tu..sbb diorg actually suke same suke..then pmpn ni pn time tu close ngn sorg mamat ni..pastu die pleh mamat tu..then die decide chi tu jd abg angkat..ape bangang punye style..mcm ajak jd abg angkat tu just to keep him company..tamak siotttt~ yg xtahan tu..die bole plak contact chi senyap2 sbb bf die xsuke die contact2 ngn chi..perghh..ni mmg tahap xrespect bf ni..nk sapu sume ni..nyampah k! pastu chi dh ade gf pn..sebok2 lg..xpuas ati la tu chi dh cr org laen..ni yg aku ckp tamak ni..hurm..dh gado2 ngn chi..mlm td br die call n mntk maaf lg..n die ckp dh xnk contact2 minah tu..hopefully die pegang la kate2 die tu..hasil dr kejadian ni..i told him i wont call him abg anymore..cuz the exclusiveness of the word was killed by his action..die ckp die sdh sbb xle pkai word tu lg..tp i sticked with my own decision..cuz i dont want to get hurt imagining him used the word with the other girl..huhu..sedih woooo~

tp dh dpt dh word br nk pkai utk address die..hihihi~ *happy*

*different person has different way of thinking*