Monday, 27 September 2010

if you set ur love free..will you be happy?

hurm..what a day..ari yg xbest tmbh ngn emosi yg xstable..result in gloomy day..darn..~!

last nite..i found a letter given by chi 2 years back..time tu sy xberminat ngn mn2 n sgt2 xsuke xlyn in the letter, he told me he was upset..he wanted to contact me so badly but he cancelled it cuz he knew i wudnt bother to answer or entertain him..die ckp..die nak nak nak nak sgt ckp ngn die kuat kn ati xcontact..reading the letter, i realized..this is not the same person..die skang..xhingin pn contact sy..klo call pn x..msg apetah n msg sume free..hehehe..sedihnye..

then mlm tu..we talked on the phone i brought up the letter dgr jwpn die..buat sy lg sedih..wondering is he really love me? or hes with me because hes so happy that his dream girl is with him..after yrs of waiting? sbb die ckp..die yg skrg n die yg dlu sgt laen..die yg dulu..suke sgt3 kat die yg skrg suke as in bkn sgt3 mcm dlu..sbb die bhgi2 kn suke/syg tu kat org laen gk..bkn kat sy org..part tu xsedih sgt..yg jd sedih..bile die ckp..die sunyi kwn2 die xde..die sdh xdpt nk keep in touch ngn kwn2 die..i was like..'awk dgn awk sdh sbb kwn2 awk ape kat awk snanye?'.. i shudnt be so sad..cuz it is's just that it's hard to digest the fact that it is one-sided love..hahaha~ no wonder he wudnt bother contacting me all this while..

talking bout this..teringt..klo 1 crite..ade part 1 n part 2..part 2 slalu xdpt sambutan..u know y..cuz the second part is a shudnt be made to public..yeah..juz like mine..our 2nd part is a mistake..yes..he used to hv a feeling for me..but it was gone long time ago..when he already met d other person..when i ignored him few yrs back..

so.. i decided to let him go................

*'s love hurts :_(*

Thursday, 23 September 2010

signal kerete~~

wahhhhh~~~ geramnye!! hurm..time blaja bwk kete dlu instructor xajar bg signal ke?? lg2 kat roundabout..kdg2 org xle bajet kite nkg mn weihh!! dh due kali dh dpn mate seniri org hampir accident sbb xbg signal la! bhy tau! xpk ke!

hurm..klo sy..dlu bg muke la..skarang..sp xbg signal n mengganggu sy driving..mmg sy hon je! geram sgt la! xcool lgsg k xbg signal! annoying lg adela..ish! geram btol la!

ok...tuka topic...hurm..ari ni bykkk keje..sp kne tulis to-do list..biase jarang buat..ingt dlm kepale je..skarang..terpkse la..keje melambak..sp confuse2 dh project yg mn..alamak!hehehe...

ari ni wat silappppp~~ arghh! xsuke..dh aware psl xwat pape..huhu..troknye kne usehe lg la..lps ni kne improve!..hehehe..snanye cm xlarat la nk cite post dulu..byk nk tgn xlarat nk taip smlm lpe mende..ari ni xlarat nk taip..ngn saket gigi sbb g cabut gigi td..geraham bongsu yg xle nk gosok..cabut je cm nk duduk diam xwat pape..bole x??hehehehe~~

*Hands were given to be used wisely, no?*

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

hari yg menyenangkan...

hihihi huhuhu hohoho..yeay~ ari ni agak best! bkn sbb keje best..sbb ade something best happened..hurm...nk tau ape die?

jeng jeng jeng....

heee...tbe2..kol 2 ptg td..chi call..sesgghnye sy terkejut sbb jarang sgt die call time ofis hr..then sy angkat n tnye np..die ckp 'na..tgn abg saket sgt la..saketnye..cane ni?'

wahhhhhh!! hati melonjak kegembiraan..bkn sbb die saket ok..sbb die mengadu die saket..n tgh2 ofis hr..which means die pn tgh2 on d way g kelas..omg!! best sgt die mengadu kat sy..sbb die mmg almost xpnah mengadu2 ni la..dh call n msg pn jarang sgt..apetah lg nk ngadu..pastu sy pn bgla mcm2 suggestion supaye die tenang sket..pastu die ngadu2 bdk kecik..manjeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ wahhhh!! gembire btol ati cm sgt2 diperlukn chi..hehhehee~

make..tu je la crite sy..byk lg nk tgn cm letih sgt nk menaip..ari ni bz3..snanye ari2 pn kepale otak byk sgt info..n xtersusun..make..byk crite dh lupe..cane? hehehe~

* It doesnt take so much to create a happy heart =D *

Thursday, 16 September 2010

1 Malaysia

Today is 1 Malaysia day..It's supposed to be a holiday..but I have to work today cuz my company has an important visit tmrw...but that's not the story I wish to share here..

Ari ni didnt start well..sbb kne mrh ngn special someone(lets call him 'chi' haha) EARLY in the morning..gosh~ slalu nye bile ari xstart ngn may last till nite..huhu..(thank God it didnt..he) biase mmg kejut chi subuh tiap2 kejut la die ari ni..then kne mrh pulak..n die cm nk sy letak cpt2..sdh sgt..drpd rs nk epi pg2..jd sedih plak..huhuhu..tros tertdo blk..bgn dh xde mood nk g keje..seb baek sy lupe ari ni gagahkn diri bgn jugak..g keje kn..then bile nk kua kn kete pelik plak..asal umah org seblah ni xkua kn kete..xkeje ke?tgk umah2 laen pn steady je...xde sp sebok g punye teringt..'owh..ari ni 1 Malaysia'.. no wonder..then shoot je la g keje..hehe

so keje cm biase..ari ni bz sket..byk nk wat preparation for the visit..darn..visit tu sgt pntg..sgt takut tggu case kne tnye pape ngn visitor tu..nk jwb ape??kang klo slh jwb..sesie je..dh la visitor tu backgroundnyer mantap..sume ade PhD..huhuh..cano niii..huu..xrs 1 malaysia dh ari ni...huhu..

Logo 1 malaysia ;)

tp xpe..tabah kn ati..esk ni..maen taram je la pape yg org ckp..better than nothing..lalalala~

Nana..semoge berjaye! berusehe!

*Allah wont burden us with things that are beyond our capability.. =D *

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

First entry-Introductry session..blurgh~

I was known as nana..previously n currently..purpose of blogging to let my heart speaks..been planning to do so ages ago..but cudnt manage to do it due to tight schedule..but now wish to push myself to blog so that things kept inside wudnt become a poison to myself..hahaha~

*when heart talks, life can turn upside down*