Tuesday 30 November 2010

trust vs change

np trust vs change? i dun really actually know how to relate this two..but what i learned today is ppl change once you break their trust...because i believe this is somewhat an action of protecting ownself..bkn ke?

rsnye simple mcm ni je kot..A kwn ngn B..then one day A accidentally betrayed B..np aku ckp accidentally?sbb bile kt tnye np wat mcm tu..org slalu ckp..xtau plak klo buat mcm tu awk saket ati..damn! ade mulut bole tnye kn?hahaha..hello?common sense! again...

ok..cth nye mende mcm tu berlaku..even A mntk maaf mcm mn pn..agak2 B will stay the same x?die akan act d same way die act before kne betray x ngn A?

as simple as that kn? my answer will be no..y?cuz if i were at B's place..i wudnt look at A d same way at looked at A before..

moral of the story:try as much possible not to break other ppl's trust unless u dont care..



*it's not easy to gain trust but it is easy to break trust*

Saturday 20 November 2010

Mission Accomplished!!

yeayyy~~ tahniah2~ huwarghhhh~~

gembire sbb mission accomplished!! ape mission nyee?? heee...kua sorg2..tgk movie sorg2..weee~ slalunye xyakin nk wat sbb takut sedih..tp ari ni nekad nk wat jugak n I DID IT!! puas ati sgt wlopn ade few things yg xmenggembirekn..

td tgk movie death place..urghhh! the movie sucks! xde plot..cte merepek gile..ade some part yg aku xfhm n xtau ape motif..tah pape nk mampos..dlm cte tu ade 4 cte..4 cte kot? since aku pn xphm sgt..hehe..n 4-4 cte tu tah pape..yg first cte psl couple mati dlm kebakaran..it started ngn lelaki tu msk umah then kne kaco ngn antu gf die..tp turns out laki tu pn dh mati snanye..so..antu tu kaco sp?xkn antu kaco antu kot??hahahaha~ lawak2..yg kedue plak..psl sorg laki ni bunuh sorg pmpn ni..motif bunuh sbb pmpn tu curik brg die..tp aku xtau ape motif pmpn tu curik..n brg ape pn aku xtau..yg ke 3 plak..ade 3 antu..tp antu2 tu asalnye bunuh sesame seniri..kejap je dh jd antu..hahaha~ lawak2..snanye ade 3 ke 4 cte ek?ntah la..psl aku xfhm ape motif cte ni...merepek xhengat seyyyy~ tp xpe..yg pntg mission aku accomplished! nnt nk try tgk unstoppable plak la..ganti blk cte hampeh ni..sbb gue dh brani kua sorg kkkk~

nk jd cte..blk umah..lepak2 la kat umah ptg tu..mlm ingt nk kua nk beli brg sket..pastu dgrla osmate yg aku nyampah tu kua..aku pnah cte psl osmate ni kat entry jahat ni...hurm..die letak kete die kat dlm..so die bwk kua..aku cm lege sket..sbb bole mskkn kete kat dlm..dh lame kete aku berpns ujan di lua..then lps maghrib tu..aku siap2 nk kua..dh siap tu..kua blek..then kua umah...TADAAAAA~~~ ade plak moto bf die parking baekkkk punya kat tgh2 halaman tu..bangang nk mampos~ ape kes ni??? cop parking ke? moto kottt..ko parking tgh2 wat pe?? ingt parking koooo??time tu berasap je paler aku tahan marah! aduhhh...diorg ni mmg xle blah r! tmbh2 menyampah plak aku k! dh la mmg dr pd aku dh menyirap dh psl bf die parking kete die kat depan umah tu sp amek 1/3 kwsn nk kua kete dr pintu umah tu..teleng leher aku time nk reverse..tp aku cool beb..sbb xnk rosakkn ari aku..mlm die buat pangai mcm ni plak..ni mmg bikin panas niii!!

sambil drive tu..aku monolog 'woih pmpn! ko ingt ko sewe umah ni sorg2 ke?? wat mcm satu umah ni ko punye! susah tol la ade org xtau nk pk ni!!'

*being alone is not so bad ^^*

Friday 19 November 2010

ethics among engineers..

skema gile title kn? heh~ tbe rs cm nk ckp psl ethic..y?sbb td terbc my cousin's nyer status kat fb asking bout facts related to ethics among engineers..

hurm..i dont want to talk about it in general but want to narrow down to pharmaceutical industry..since this is the industry i was involved in..so guess ive seen so many things happened in it..ok..i cudnt manage to find time to get the real facts..but this is basically my own idea..my views on this particular things..huahuahua..ape yg aku merepek ni..

nk ckp psl ethics eh..for me..it is quite a lottttt~~ but we can actually understand it logically la..just like my mom always remind me..'COMMON SENSE!!' hell yeah..ive been reminding with that for years k..at that time, i dont quite understand whats the exactly common sense means to her..cuz for everything i did,she kept on talking bout common sense..blurghhh..boooooringgg~!

tp rupe2nye..sgt bergune bile bekerje..snanye bergune setiap ms..tp bile dh keje..br aku realize..it's somewhat very important to keep ur job secured..alamak~ dh melencong plakk..erkkkkk...gome2~

ok..msk blk psl ethics..sbg engineer, for me..we hv to be honest in wutever we do..in our reports..our records..our processes..all those sort of things..n if we did a mistake..we hv to report it..cuz when we gv a real thought on it..like myself..im in the pharma industry..thats definitely will deal with humans life..so a small mistake i made..may cause disaster to other ppl's life..dats simple right?

selaen honest..we hv to hv the passion..even if we dont..then why dont try to develop it,no? because y..without passion we wudnt do the work wholeheartedly..n when that happened, high possibility we make mistakes..sbb ade jugak pnah aku nmpk dak2 yg xsuke ngn keje seniri..so..wat ikut suke ati je..xkesah pn..tu br dak2 biase..cube klo engineer?n dat particular engineer is the one whos responsible in making decision..so cane??klo xde passion..n when problem occurred, engineer tu ngn selambe je wat decision sukati n xpk btol2..sbb ade mind set 'klo jd pape,bkn aku yg rugi..'

hurm..bhy x klo xde ethics..?

hurm...byk lg point..tp klo nk explain..cm pnat la plak..hihihi~ nnt la one day aku bg talk on ethics k..xpn bole la bc buku ethics ke..just for a reminder..


*your action is your responsibility*

Thursday 18 November 2010

sedih...

ari ni sedih sgt sp speechless..feel like writing something..tp moody sgt..maybe next time la..


*Be with someone you cant live without..*

Friday 12 November 2010

appreciate ur brain while u can..

ahahhaa~ gelak bc title post seniri...yeap yeap yeap..slagi bole pkai otak tu..pkai la bebaek ye..

np ckp mcm tu?sbb aku gerammmm sgt!! ade sorg ni..(ye..koje aku mengumpat je..hehe) die buat silap yg xsepatutnye die buat..nk tau knape? sbb everything is written in the book..all he needs to do is to tick where necessary..where necessary means tick at point he completed the task..n the book was prepared by not sure..him or somebody else..but the thing is..it's easy..he just needs to follow the step one by one..but what has he done?? he didnt follow them at all!! perasan dh tau sumenye end up he missed something which is important! nk tau ape kesannye? he caused everything terminated n has to start ALL OVER AGAIN!! ha..bangang xbangang ape die buat tu..tp ape die kesah..?org xmrh pn..org ckp..xpela..kt dende sket je..hopefully die bole berubah..tp org xsedar..otak die bukan kat paler dh..die dh operate tuka ke lutut..or ke a** die mgkn..who knows?aku seniri pn xtau..tp nmpk gaye..otak xmcm kat paler dh..mcm dh beraleh je..kesian...

n lg satu crite plak...ade la sorg ni..dok satu tpt ni..dok bersm2 2-3 grp laen..org kate..msk kandang kambing..mengembek..msk kandang lembu menguak..tp die bole plak oink2 sorg2..xtau malu agaknye..setiap org ade territory seniri..n masing2 pn smpn brg kat territory masing2 la kn..tp oink2 ni x..die punye nk die snang..siap jemput gang oink2 die yg laen..ha ko...brg2 die..ngn brg2 gang die..g smpn kat territory org laen jugak..yg aku tmbh pns..org laen snyap je..dh nmpk org tu buat mende xpkai otak..pn nk senyap lg..ni yg aku xfhm culture melayu ni..mengate belakang..tp dpn2 xckp pape..serius bikin aku pns..n oink2 tu mmg buat aku pns..tgkla..aku jmpe mereke..aku sound direct siap..ye...aku mmg xreti jg mulut..bkn sbb ape..aku xsuke ckp belakang tp xbuat pape..aku rs rugi byk..rugi ms aku..rugi pahale aku..tmbh dose ade..baek aku ckp direct..br puas ati..yg kes pertame tu aku xle ckp ape..xdok kono ngono ngan den..xle buat ape la..tp kes oink2 ni..mmg ade kne ngan aku..sblm aku blah esk..klo aku jmpak diorg..aku bsh cukup2..klo dh geram sgt...aku redah je territory diorg..huahuahua..tp maklumat yg aku dpt..ni lg satu jenis xpkai otak gk...nk tau np?sbb pnah dh satu ms org tue2 salah satu territory ni g tego..tp xreti bhs da..bodo ke hape..lpe...otak pn dh operate letak kat lutut..bangang nk mampos..klo dh org tue2 yg tego xfhm2..tu mmg jenis oink2 la tu..dh pk xpkai otak..nk respect org tue pn xreti2..kesiaaannnn..

YE AKU SGT BENCI ORG YG PK XPKAI OTAK!!



*hey stupid! do you realize your brain has already changed its location?boooo!!*

Sunday 7 November 2010

badminton n dinner...

huwarghhh~~~ 3 ari cuti sgt penoh ngn aktiviti sehat..hoyeah~~ tp pnat la plak 2 ari berturut2 maen badminton..saket tgn woooo~~

ari ni xnk cte pjg la..smlm had a best day in a......hurm xtau la..tp best day la..xle nk compare ngn mggu ke..month ke..yr ke..huahuahua..nk tau np?? sbb chi ajar maen badminton n the best is he had dinner at my house!!!wahhhhhhh!! happy!! yg tmbh happy..aku yg msk woooo..lamb chop..macaroni grg..n salad..menjilat jari k!! nyum2!!

then die cm berat ati je nk blk..n pg td time ckp tpon ngn die..tnye la die..die ckp die mmg berat ati..cm xnk blk..wahhh!! best2! hehe....pastu die ckp dinner sume sedap..die sukee sume! seb baek die ckp suke..brani la die nk ckp xsuke..ade aku ketuk2 paler die..xpn suro die msk seniri je..hohohoo~


*when you cook for someone you love,cook whole heartedly*

Wednesday 3 November 2010

penjual kerepek..peminta sedekah..

hurm..ari ni shift pg..so blk awal..then..g lepak2 ngn adek2 kat 1 kopitiam ni..tgh2 menikmati jelly bee tu..tbe2 dtg sorg budak ni..mtk sedekah..aku cm serbe salah nk bg..bg..rs cm ade sindiket..xbg..cm xbaek..then..my sis ckp..'xyh bg la..sindiket tu..kang lg die suro dak2 tu mtk sedekah..' then aku pn rs ade btol nye jugak..lame sket pastu..dtg plak lg sorg..macek jual kerepek..then aku rs kepek die cm best..aku pn beli la..

pk2 blk..aku xsuke snanye tgk macek2 or bdk2 mtk sedekah..jual kerepek..lg2 macek2..bwk kerepek berat2..pegi sane sini jual kerepek..huwaaaaa~~ sedih sgttttt!! huhu..ckp psl macek jual kepek ni..teringt plak time study dulu..kua ngn membe mkn sate..dtg sorg macek ni jual kepek..muke die nmpk sgt pnat..kitorg beli je la kepek tu..dh mmg suke mkn kepek pn..time mkn tu..macek tu berehat kat 1 kerusi dekat ngn meje kitorg..aku nmpk la macek tu lap peluh..pnat la tu..sedih sgt..then nmpk mate die asek tgk org2 yg mkn sate..nikmat nye mkn sate....agaknye tu la detik ati macek tu..sbb dr riak muke..nmpk mcm die terliur nk mkn sate tu..hati aku terdetik..macek ni teringin sate ke?..tp aku perati je die..tbe2 dgr die pggl pelayan restoran tu..terdgr plak die ckp ngn pelayan tu..'dek..macek nk beli sate 5 batang..' huhu..tersentuh hati aku..seumur idop aku..xpnah sekali aku mtk nk beli sate or ape2 mknn dlm kuantiti yg sket..n macek tu mtk bgks..aku assume,mesti die nk bwk blk umah..klo bwk blk umah,mesti die xmkn sorg..wahhh..sedihnye rs ati ni..ters la aku xpernah rs susah mcm tu..klo pnah susah pn..mgkn parents aku yg rs..

bersyukur jugak xde dlm family aku yg terpkse susah pyh mcm tu..insyaallah..aku seniri pn xkn bia mak abah aku bersusah pyh mcm tu..bia aku yg susah payah plak..


p/s serius rs nk nanges teringt macek2 tu..huhuhu~


*be thankful of what you have cuz some people may not be able to afford it*

Tuesday 2 November 2010

kepenatan...

huwarghhh~~ dh 2 ari keje mlm..ari ni off..mlm td bykkk plak keje..blk umah lmbt..ye sesgghnye bdn sy sengal2 pg ini..n sgtla susah nk bgn pg td..rs adek ade kejut tp xingt lgsg die ckp ape..n sedar2 tpt tidur dh berubah..bile bgn n ubah tpt tido pn xsedar..hahaha~

snanye cm suke je keje mlm n keje berat2 dlm plant..sbb berpikiran positive mgkn ngn care ni dpt kuruskn bdn..yela..sbb xmkn mlm..pastu wat keje berat kn..tp rsnye pnah terbc somewhere..klo tdo lmbt..n xckp tdo..possibility jd gemok tu agak tggi..hahaha~ cane tuuu?? pttla xkurus2..

plan nk exercise 2 ari off day ni..tp..kne pk lg kot...hahaha pemalas!


*exercise for your health? hehe*