S.E.D.I.H

sedih..thats the only word that can describe my feeling..hurm..couldnt expect that this will be my quick post after leaving this blog for quite sometimes..yes..been very busy these days..with my studies, my work, my wedding preparation, house chores..

yet i still wish to share my current feeling..why do i feel so sad?..

looking at the tense we have these days in Malaysia..comments and criticisms..somehow i feel like everybody is trying to speak up by showing off their intelligence...a status shared that is supposed to be discussed politely was ruined by telling others that their stupid enough for having different thoughts..

I dont think it is proper when someone is trying to share his/her opinion but later was opposed by the others and simply tell him/her they are stupid for not being well versed of what happened nowadays..why do people have become this way? you are not perfect..others are not too..and different people have different thoughts..why do people has to make the already-tensed situation to more tense situation..

I wonder..am I too rigid so I dont really like changes? but later I thought I am not rigid and I am not one who simply satisfied with everything I had..I found myself to be one who really dislike fight among people regardless of who they are..which races they are..how intelligent they are..the fights..they are really bad..and they make me feel sad..i just want a country that is peace and harmony..i can move anywhere i can..i can freely perform the obligations required by Islam..I doubt that currently I couldnt perform prayers freely..so whats the buzz?

Somehow, people nowadays wish to change everybody they met..wish to have all people to follow their beliefs..then what does make them different from  the one they oppose?and yet they want to claim they fight for Islam..do they really fully understand what Islam really wants?

I am not a perfect muslim..but I want to be one..All I need now is a peaceful life so that I can always look at the sky and be thankful for everything that Allah has granted me with..

Maybe we can start by defining of what do we really want in our life? cause life is short and it is not permanent..


*Fights are not the way to fulfill your needs*

Thank Allah

Hi~

I am currently waiting for my fiancée (yes..im now engaged~ he~) to meet our photographer..Hes riding his motorcycle and it was raining just now..I prayed so hard the rain would stop so my fiancée wouldnt get wet and sick later..

minutes after that..the rain stopped!! I am quite surprise and happy..now i do not have to be worried bout him coming here wet..btw..he may take about 1 hr to arrive here..huhuhu..glad hes so considerate enough to be here..

Nevertheless,very much thankful to Allah for granting my prayer (du'a)

*Allah is always by your side..pray any time you need Him..*

Blaming Industry

Oh my my~!

I have a list of topics to be shared but now I keep having quick sharing on the blog..somehow, do I look desperate enough to share? Guess I have the burning fire inside of me then..hahahaha!

OK..now what’s with the blaming industry? Why do I call blaming industry? I intended to put it as blaming tribe at first but I thought of it is growing somehow it can give up an industry then..cause one acted that way and later on influenced the other to follow..now it can a be an industry..producing like-to-blame-others people..done!

Then why do I describe that way? Ive been working for almost 3 years and ive been observing people’s act and behavior at my office..and ive found that whenever problems occurred, instead of finding the solutions, the tendency to find the culprit is greater..they tried to find the one who did the mistakes first..i was wondering, whats the good of finding that person first? Having teach by my former religious school few years back to always think good of people then I thought the reason they did that is to find the core of the problems so that the problems can be easily solved. However, the observation found the other way around..finding whos to blame is just for the sake there is somebody can be blamed for that mistake..i don’t really agree with this idea..and I found it to be very negative..why my observation said so? Cause once the culprit is found, then that’s it! Then later stories goes around talking bout the people’s mistakes..duhh! this is bad, no?

For me..i don’t really care who did the mistake..what matters most is can the problem be solved? What do we do to improve that so same mistakes will not happen in the future? Cause I believe this kind of culture makes people feel hard to be responsible for everything they did..even though they make mistakes..they keep it to themselves, afraid of penalty being put on them and later they’ll never learn..do you know ? being pointed and alone at the same time..it sucks big time!

Yesterday, it happened right in front of my eyes..the problem is simple though..yet someone has to be blamed..seeing adults trying to put the blame on someone really disgusts me..honestly speaking..and I also believe if we are on the same team and if anyone in the team tends to do the same mistakes every time..it’s not the individual mistake only..it can be the whole team’s mistake because they don’t support each other..unless we were really working alone..is there anyone working alone? please put up your hand so I can count..heh~

Again..why do we keep on trying to blame people?? We are not born perfect..so stop the blaming!!

*Trying to blame someone takes a ringgit away from you*

A simple thought... =)

Hey..it's been a while..with studying..plus work..plus soon to change to another phase of life..life is quite full nowadays..but im loving it..hehehe~

Ok..have something to share when I was at a shopping complex this afternoon ->spend my leisure time with my lovely sister..hehehe

story 1: we were at a bookstore when suddenly a mother and her child entered the bookstore..at that time, we heard the child said 'mak..jgn laju sgt..adek penat la..' hahaha..it was cute and funny!! then when i was searching for my book, i came across them and heard him saying 'mak..jgn lepaskn adek..nnt adek hilang..' while he was looking for his cartoon book..wow! he was cautious about everything..i really found that funny though..but it gave me a good thought cause i really hate it when i saw a mother doing her shopping without even realizing that her child is playing somewhere else..n later she losts her/him..darn!it is really an eyesore..a mother/parents supposed to be with the child at all time..they are their responsibility!

story 2: while we were walking to a super market to buy groceries..i happened to see a child holding her mother's hand and shes wearing a sleeveless dress..holding her mother's hand would mean shes exposing her underarm..but you know what she did? she covered it with her other hand..i was so amazed..a child at that age (maybe around 4-6 yrs old..from my view..heheh) is so shy to show off her underarm..but the adults..are proud of their underarm and love to share the view of their underarm to other people..it's really weird or it is normal?hahahahaha!! and yeah..i found that funny too!!

well..that are the two stories i wish to share..will share again more next time..heee~~

*Children is a bless from Allah who have the capabilities to teach the adults the basic of life*

w0rDinG~

Wow! It’s really been a while I didn’t write anything. I really wanted to write, I even got the list of topics to be shared but did not proceed with any. It may sound like an excuse but I believe this one attitude which I like to things that I dislike first before doing things that I like..So guess I like to write too..(maybe? Hahaha)

Since I have a little free time to write now..I decided to write again..free time here means I don’t have so much things to settle on my mind so I can focus on writing..hehe..I need to manage my time wisely la..huhu

OK..lets get to my topic..anyone who listen to Hitz fm must be aware of advertisement on nandos peri peri something..their ad is on their delicious meal (they claimed so..my sis agreed to that but I think the portion is too small la..) and in the ad they stress on people using same words repeated two times..and at the end said ‘because it’s so delicious, you have to say it twice’..

I have been listening to that quite many times since my car main radio station is hitz fm but everytime I always wonder why they use word ‘have’ instead of ‘want’..using ‘have’ at that particular statement sounds like you are force to do it rather than you are willing to do it..as in if want is used..it feels like because the food are really delicious, without any force, we are just willing to say it twice to show that it’s really delicious..no?

Doesn’t ‘because it’s delicious, you want to say it twice’ look more agreeable?

*This post is supposed to be published on 10 Jan but I forgot to publish..T_T

'Words have lots of meaning..'

A quick stop...

huwarghhh!! it's been a whileee~~ i wish i could write more..have a list of them..but currently too busy with work and study..

Oh Dear Blog aka Cumi (i just named you cumi..hehe),

I am really sorry I havent visited you and talked to you for quite a long time..I have been busy at the moment..I havent really got the time to even online my YM..LOL~ sounds too busy huh? I suppose yes..So, I will visit you again someday so that I can share my stories here..No worries, got plenty of them..

Why do I named you Cumi? Do you know Cumi is a squid in Indonesian Language..?I love squid so much specially the tempura one..haha..I can eat a bucket of em..LOL that tells how fat I am..urghhh!

Now that proves I love you bloggie..hehe..since I named you with a thing that I love soooo much!!

Will update again later..k?

Love,
Nana


*Love made you feel guilty when you are not in contact with your loved ones*

BBQ with family + Abah's Triathlon

The 3rd week of July...

Went to Port Dickson cuz abah participated in the thriathlon..Yeap it's kinda his partial obsession..he likes sports very much..specially cycling and swimming..he usually cycles during the weekends and sometimes he cycles to his office too..hehe..

So..we took the opportunity to have bbq together there..Note that it was my idea..hahaha..Initially I wanted to try new recipe I got from the internet..thats why I suggested we have bbq together..but then I was too busy with work I couldnt find the time to go home and marinade the beef and stuffs..so my sis marinaded em the usual way..huhuhu.. T_T maybe I can try it next time..yes there will definitely be next time..they fetched me at my home..ehehe..

time for picsss~~

the prep..

my family members..my eldest sister is not in d pic :(

tried to squeeze myself into the pic..ehehehe..

the arangss

the orang who handled arangs

yeahhh..the foooddddsss..nyummayhhh!!

after taking this pic, my dad said 'amekla gmba yg spontan..asek gmba pndg cam je..' hahahha~

my youngest sister..the light of the family..

ye..gmba abah yg SPONTAN..

yeap..this is me..hahahhaa..

my dad's triathlon..swimming..

next comes the cycling..my dad is in blue..too fast..cudnt manage to set d cam at a close distance..

my dad reaching the finishing line..

running..his finishing time is around 3 hrs and 24 minutes..

my happy dad..hahaha

so happy he didnt even look at the cam although I was like 'abah!! abah!! pndg sini! abahhhh!!' then i gv up..hahaha

So happy to be able to spend great activities with my family..it's extremely awesome!!

*Happy moments should be created more and more and more..*